i miss you — but i’m not trying to get over it so quickly. i can’t. i can try and get over it by hopping on a dating app easily, but all i’m going to feel is you in my presence.
it wouldn’t be fair to the people i talk to. it wouldn’t be fair to my emotions — my experiences — and what i felt for you.
i can’t express enough what our time together meant to me — it didn’t work out in the end but it meant so much.
you opened up a gateway in my heart. you brought me hope. i think i experienced love for the first time.
i loved you, plain and simple.
i’ll miss you for a while — i’m trying to feel some forward motion while still honoring what i feel.
i’m moving my body — breathing — feeling — mourning — whatever i need to do to be here or to be over there
i’m still loving, i’m still here. i’m still moving, breathing.